me and my car
It is said that when you learn driving(car) you are not an expert unless and untill you have broken quite a few of its parts..... Does that mean am still learning. Well, the big "L" behind my car says so. Dad forced me to put it there and I hate it. Coz no matter how well you drive, you will still be a learner and people will look at you like you r a kid and always trying to overtake and giving those nasty looks. :x But I drive well except for a little problem while using reverse gear, and that was the only reason why I had to sacrifice the bumper of my car. Thats the only accident I made, else am a safe driver.
The other time while standing in a traffic jam, I was exactly behind a zen and, there were three rows of traffic. I ws in the middle but as soon as zen ran off, the middle row actually disappeared. and I was facing traffic from two sides. On my right side is a lady driving her new palio. That reminds me of my driving lessons when my dad taught me - ' If you are driving and you see a lady driver coming from the other side, be CAUTIOUS. If driver is a male move ahead." So this lady in a palio, she drove her car a lil forward in that jam and hit its back to my car. The moment she realized it, her lower jaw fell in astonishment as if whole of the upper jaw teeth are removed and the weight of the lower one is so much to pull it down and to keep her mouth open. Then her head turned back to look at me and gave one of those ugly looks. Me as usual was not disturbed, was laughing inside at her reactions and holding a tight look of indifference on my face. Her head was still turned 180 degress towards me. If it were not for the traffic she would be out of the car and shouting like hell at me. But she is gone. And I cant control my words to flow out of my mouth. Kept on utterring things to myself. Was enjoying.
Another thing happened today when I ran out of petrol and my car coughed initially and finally stopped on the highway...... And after that its a long story.
He fiddle in the dark
Waiting for the one he can never part
To rise up from her grave
back to be his wife
to fill up the space in his lonely life.
He loved her
but she never realizedproposed a marriage
and she was obliged
yes, to a person she merely likes.
dreams are just dreams
she consoled herself
reality is now him
and she knew it very well.
He is the happiest man, for he got her
though he knew, she never really loved him.
Cant let her go now,for she is his life
doesnt really matter, if she likes.
Treat her like a princess
Take full care
She got everything
still cant dare
to speak her heart
that she wants to run from there. She can't face reality
nor live in dreams
stuck up in the middle
where both extinguishes to be.
She lived in illussion
waiting for the dreamt one
To die in his arms
just to realizehe was the only one,
the One!PS - inspired by 'gone with the wind'.
Football Mania
Hooked to TV. I got football fever too. Though its the first time am watching this sport and therefore this post is coming from one of those ignorant spectators of the famous game.
How I feel like running on the field, hitting the ball hard for a goal. This reminds me of the time when I have played this sport at Nehru stadium near my home but with not much enthu at that time. So now I just feel like kicking anything, if not a ball even a shoe will do. Actually this is how I place my shoe in the rack now and my mom cant stop shouting at me and reminds me hundred timed that am a girl.
Coming back to the World Cup football 2006. Started one day after my b’day. So when newspaper read ‘n’ days to go, I could feel a as if the whole world is waiting for my b’day and I just loved it. Anyways, an ardent spectator now to an extent that for the past 4-5 days my dad comes to tv room at 2 am, sees lights on, tv on, and me lying on sofa…. Still and motionless! I am sleeping. 2 is 2 much for me. And then dad comes up with a cup of milk that keeps me alive for the next twenty min.
But the worst part of this game is that there are hardly two to three goals in the span of one and a half hour. A goal is what I wait for, otherwise who likes watching the players making a pass from one to another,,,,,, unless the team is England. ;) anyways, now I love that too. In this respect, the one between Australia and Japan that I watched upto 75th min and later came to know about three goals in the last 6 mins, was heart breakening. I liked that Australia won though its all about the gut feeling and today also I want Australia to give a nice fight to Brazil.
I would like 2 c England as the World Cup winner but I vote for Argentina. lets see!
'The dream was always running ahead of me. To catch up, to live for a moment in unison with it, that was the miracle.'
Politics
A new discovery..... Something is more interesting than timepass movies and the jokes which r published in the newspaper. Something that sucks big time a month back. Thats politics for me. But on a serious note am talking about the government of India. Not even a single action that can go without publicity by media or by some opposition. Intolerance is the key that our party leaders carry all the time. Be it the case of reservation, Narmada Dam, hike in petroleum price, release of da vinci code etc, we have our leaders at every front. Amar singh(HRD minister) - a name that reminds me of a fat stubborn man who has no reasoning for his action. His interview by Karan Thapar where most of his ques were answered as 'I dont know' or 'I am the servant of Parliament'. He was said to be 'eaten alive' or 'ripped apart' by this interview. Karan Thapar, a man of iron. A man who made Kapil Dev cry on screen. One who wont let Rahul Bajaj leave unless he accepts that he is in politics now. Go through this
link and you will know . Am a big fan of this man. And in this respect, there is another person I adore a lot and that is Adolf Hitler. Would love to read his biography. It will be soon, looking at my interest in reading now.
So back to politics. Can be said as an old age home. You retire when you are not considered fit to work for a company but then you join politics and run the whole country.
But why am I all and all against it. I dont know. or maybe because I can never understand these politicians. Its like 'hey, u want to serve the country then what r u doing here in politics'.
' Reality is the #1 cause of insanity among those who are in contact with it'
Internship
A cup of coffee
Mineral water
long waiting
a revolving chair
Am tired.
but loving it, as far as my back supports this dancing chair and my eyes can keep gazing at this stupid screen from 9 to 6.....
where is the work?? will be assigned soon..... Am waiting patiently! :)
